yawn. says (9:09 PM): if i ever get fake shoot me or something
yawn. says (9:09 PM): or just say straight out “you are being fake”

Everytime I see some person – Smiling their face off, standing tall, laughing and talking - only to walk off by themselves – to sit by themselves and stare blanky at nothing..
Everytime someone says one thing to you – something different to the next – making up this perfect life they want to live..
The way some people fucking leech off everyone – all your gossip, all your lies and deciept – being more important than if their own mother was dying…
To all the people who feel the need to preach like they are some god – some person built to perfection..
And especially to the people who are convinced their life is great because they hide behind this pretty little face thats made up of makeup and nothing else…..

You are fake. You are faker than I can stretch my mind to understand. How you could possibly think you are living a happy and fufilled life – Do you believe it when you tell yourself over and over that you are perfect and all that jazz?

I hope not.. I really do.. I would rather be the girl frowned upon for swearing in front of mothers – known as “oh that girl – yes everyone knows her” – who looks like a boy – who tends to see the negative – who speaks too loud and always gets into trouble…

I would rather be seen as some crazy cat lady – than be fake – so sue me.