Ok so instead of being at home doing something productive with my time (like watching DVDs) – I am at school in a study period. Which is pretty freaking annoying because I could be at home butmy mum couldn’t pick me up and apparently my brother has something better to do (probably buying another manly cardi gagggg.) The point is – I’m pissed off – and in the mood to ramble.
Today was the first day back in real classes after 2 weeks holidays, 3 weeks of exams (only 2 for me as mine were all together [fuckkkk]) and 3 days of retreat (which i didn’t like very much if you read my last post.)
It began with double biology – in which my eyes were almost burning out of my head trying to listen to some old ass man who used to be some kind of genius talk (Watson – discovering the structure of DNA) – however he seemed to be able to mumble and grin to the extent of a creepy pedophile – so I wasted time by taking some crappy notes. Then we got our exam marks back (I didn’t study for this exam very much – i sort of opened my book – wrote some notes – then stared at the paper) – evident in my marks (which my mother will probably murder me over… or just crush my spirits and leave the killing to my dad) I ended up with 26/69.
English – funny as always – with my teacher threatening to stab someone with her biro… I did pretty good in the sections we got back – but haven’t gotten all back yet – so that pisses me off… had all this time to mark yet some idiot locks her marked section in her office and is conveniently “sick.”
Then maths (the one subject i absolutely studied my ASS off for – meaning barely going out during my holidays and constant stress) – I stood at my friends [Mal, Jesi and Sheridan's] window talking until my teacher came and then she walked into their room to talk to their teacher. I go “DID I DO GOOOOOD???” and she said she didn’t know but she was grinning… turns out i got 78.5% which is probably the first maths mark over 50% I have received for a bit over a year. If my parents aren’t happy about that I will not hesitate to take a knife and… OR take up some kind of ancient Japanese fighting skills (not requiring body armour) and torture them like they have me with the stress and study.
Then Religion – which i got back [it weighed 0%] and couldn’t be bothered putting what little energy I had into working out what mark I had got – and I was le tired so I slept during a video on Islam (Which i have to write a report on tonight – ahhh shittt.)
Tomorrow I have Modern History – Another exam i probably screwed – having made most of the shit up on the spot and then watching some girl next to me tear off her 100 pages [not really - about 6 per essay] whilst i had only around 8 pages in front of me in total and the exam booklet. As well as DT which is fairly crappy because my mum is a DT teacher and I almost always (no I’m not self involved – its just true) get the highest mark – which is not all that great because then I get “oh it’s because her mumsssss a teacher and she does the work forrrr her” or ”what did SARAH get? Ohhh I beat you by half a mark!!!” (the second one hasn’t happened but im waiting for it.) Then if i fail (not average fail – mother fail – which means getting less than 60% is not good enough) I will have a nice lecture waiting for me at home.
Screwwwwwww school. Its 3.00 and I have wasted enough time – by the way – what the fuck is the deal with leaches??? Not literal leaches – the leach kind of person that sucks on to a person and then drains all the fun and life and then moves on to the next person – disgusting.
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May 7, 2007 at 1:05 pm
surplusvalue
I feel sorry for you, the week that follows exams has to be one of the most dreaded weeks in the doom that is a highschool calendar. Dreaded even more so than the exams themselves, as, afterall, the next week is where the consequences unfold.
I was going to make some snide remarks about your mother – as we have a tendency to do – but after what you said on MSN, I’ll take the unsaid back. You pointed out the obvious that had quite clearly escaped me; pointed out the reality that is true of all of us. Maybe your sentiments with regard to your mother’s parenting created/corrupted my prejudices but I cannot see as to why I held such myopic prejudices, let alone any prejudices at all.
How cool is being vague and cryptic, but I think you probably get my gist.
I can be thankful that I’m confident I don’t know any leeches who have personally leeched from me.
Although, unfortunately evidently, the same cannot be said of you. What can I say? Don’t let them take; don’t let them be parasitic; don’t let them take and not give back. Stand clear of the leeches, swipe at them until they go away, and realise that a leech is smaller than the host and can subsequently be brushed aside though not necessarily painlessly.
I am strangely positive tonight.
May 7, 2007 at 2:27 pm
Radmore
Congratulations on the good results.
Bleh on the not-so-good results, it happens.
Good luck with the results of the other exams and such.
Remember, my offer still stand… burning down the school…
Unfortunately I haven’t learnt any Japanese torture, unless that includes chokes, but I’m fair crap at them.
Well, good luck again and all that.
May 7, 2007 at 11:08 pm
sargehh
An overall positive reply – perhaps we should meditate?
I am in an equally positive mood – especially after venting my exam anger on here – and then having this debate over religion which left me feeling fairly balanced in some way – and now im researching buddhism.
Yes because every person in life is either a host or a parasite – We get to be hosts maskiesss.
Vague and cryptic is my favourite of all kid – what I said, although brief, i meant. I guess that left me with some sort of good feeling as well.
So positive smiles and pats on the back all round.
Hahahaha thankyou Radmore – no burning nescesary – the results have been filed anyway.
Note to self – must learn japanese torture methods.