“Your too imature… grow up”

Let me ask you this; who wants to grow up, when growing up means changing, then all you can do to remember who you used to be (free of corruption, being “in” and being “liked”) is look at a few photographs. Does it make you feel “big” or more mature when your so picky about everything? Imagine if you had been so routine and so “perfect” when you were 5. 

Do you ever remember a time where you classed your friends based on who was “cooler” – or instead how much fun you had with them?

Or when you picked your favourite dress that you wore a billion times over – not because it was “in” – but because the colours reminded you of a butterfly.

Did it occur to YOU – that whilst your telling people their to immature for YOU – you only make it clear to them that your too uptight for THEM. That you only illustrate once and for all that you just arent what they are looking for in a friend.

If you want the people who think they are better than everyone, the people who spend their time pointing out your faults and the people who class themselves – believing and pushing until they are “in” regardless of losing those closest to them.

That is your choice. 

I’d rather the people who understand i like to be rough – its my nature – its a sign of caring. The people who will bite back – literally and metaphorically. The people who would do ANYTHING in the world to make me smile. But most of all the people who forgive me – for anything – those mutual apologies mean more than anything in the entire world to me.

So honestly, who the fuck wants to grow up?